\u00c9g er b\u00fain a\u00f0 vera a\u00f0 hugsa heilmiki\u00f0 \u00fat \u00ed \u00fea\u00f0 sem gengi\u00f0 hefur \u00e1 s\u00ed\u00f0asta r\u00fama m\u00e1nu\u00f0inn hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r… \u00fe\u00e1 meina \u00e9g heilsufarslega. \u00c9g er b\u00fain a\u00f0 f\u00e1 a\u00f0 heyra endalaust um \u00fea\u00f0 hversu dugleg \u00e9g s\u00e9 og a\u00f0 f\u00f3lk s\u00e9 stolt af m\u00e9r fyrir a\u00f0 taka \u00feessum pakka me\u00f0 svona miklu jafna\u00f0arge\u00f0i… \u00e9g veit samt ekki hva\u00f0 er r\u00e9tt \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed, \u00fea\u00f0 er alltof au\u00f0velt a\u00f0 setja upp gr\u00edmu og fela fr\u00e1 umheiminum hvernig manni l\u00ed\u00f0ur \u00ed raun og veru.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g er ekki s\u00e1tt vi\u00f0 \u00feetta.<\/strong><\/p>\n \u00c9g er a\u00f0 s\u00e6tta mig vi\u00f0 \u00feetta.<\/strong><\/p>\n \u00deessum kafla er a\u00f0 lj\u00faka sem betur fer, s\u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 eftir \u00f3msko\u00f0una \u00ed dag. \u00c9g var ekki l\u00edti\u00f0 nervus \u00feegar \u00e9g keyr\u00f0i inn \u00e1 Krabb. \u00cd morgun. H\u00fan Anna Bj\u00f6rg \u00f3ms\u00e9rfr\u00e6\u00f0ingur \u00fatsk\u00fdr\u00f0i \u00feetta allt svo vel fyrir m\u00e9r sem s\u00e1st \u00e1 skj\u00e1num a\u00f0 \u00e9g gat ekki anna\u00f0 en fari\u00f0 k\u00e1t \u00fat fr\u00e1 henni \u2013 pollarnir farnir og \u00feetta sem s\u00e1st getur allt eins veri\u00f0 eins \u201cnormalt\u201d og h\u00e6gt er mi\u00f0a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 s\u00f6gu sem er tilsta\u00f0ar \u00ed m\u00f3\u00f0ur\u00e6ttinni minni \u00ed tengslum vi\u00f0 \u201cbl\u00f6\u00f0rur\u201d \u00ed brj\u00f3stum \u00fe\u00f3 svo a\u00f0 \u00e9g hafi aldrei fengi\u00f0 svolei\u00f0is.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Sagan \u00e1 bakvi\u00f0 \u00feetta allt saman byrjar \u00ed rauninni m\u00e1nudaginn fyrir hv\u00edtasunnu (21.ma\u00ed) \u00feegar Oliver er ca 3 vikna gamall. \u00dea\u00f0 kv\u00f6ld tek \u00e9g eftir rau\u00f0um bletti \u00e1 brj\u00f3stinu \u00e1 m\u00e9r og undir honum er d\u00e1l\u00edtill \u00feroti, \u00e9g fer \u00e1 hinn alfr\u00f3\u00f0a vef lj\u00f3sm\u00f3\u00f0ir.is<\/a> og \u00fear finn \u00e9g l\u00fdsingar \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed hvernig st\u00edflur \u00ed mj\u00f3lkurg\u00f6ngum l\u00fdsa s\u00e9r \u2013 \u00e9g \u00e1kva\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 saka\u00f0i ekki a\u00f0 fara eftir l\u00fdsingunum \u00fear um hvernig best v\u00e6ri a\u00f0 losa svona st\u00edflur en allt kom fyrir ekki…<\/p>\n \u00c1 mi\u00f0vikudeginum<\/strong> er \u00feetta or\u00f0in greinileg st\u00edfla og \u00ed raun b\u00fain a\u00f0 afmynda brj\u00f3sti\u00f0. \u00c9g f\u00f3r og hitti brj\u00f3stagjafar\u00e1\u00f0gjafa \u00e1 LSH og h\u00fan hj\u00e1lpar m\u00e9r a\u00f0 nudda brj\u00f3sti\u00f0 \u00e1 me\u00f0an Oliver drakk, setti mig \u00ed mjaltarv\u00e9l og fylgdist me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed hvernig Oliver t\u00f3k brj\u00f3sti\u00f0 svo sendi h\u00fan mig heim me\u00f0 \u00feau fyrirm\u00e6li a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00e6tti a\u00f0 leggja hann10-11sinnum \u00e1 brj\u00f3st og halda \u00e1fram a\u00f0 setja bakstra \u00e1 brj\u00f3sti\u00f0 og nudda til \u00feess a\u00f0 losa st\u00edfluna. Vi\u00f0 erum a\u00f0 tala um a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 var komi\u00f0 HUGE<\/strong> horn \u00fat \u00far brj\u00f3stinu \u00e1 m\u00e9r. \u00c9g spur\u00f0i hana \u00fearna a\u00f0eins \u00fat \u00ed \u00fea\u00f0 hvort \u00fea\u00f0 g\u00e6ti veri\u00f0 sni\u00f0ugt fyrir mig a\u00f0 hafa samband vi\u00f0 sj\u00fakra\u00fej\u00e1lfara sem \u00e9g \u00feekkti og ath hvort h\u00fan g\u00e6ti ekki a\u00f0sto\u00f0a\u00f0 mig vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 nudda \u00feetta og etv nota laser e\u00f0a hlj\u00f3\u00f0bylgur \u00e1 b\u00f3lgusv\u00e6\u00f0i\u00f0. H\u00fan tekur vel \u00ed \u00fea\u00f0 og segjir a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 g\u00e6ti \u00ed raun ekki ska\u00f0a\u00f0.<\/p>\n \u00c1 fimmtudeginum<\/strong> fylgi \u00e9g lei\u00f0beiningunum og skr\u00e1i \u00e1 s\u00e9rstakt bla\u00f0 sem \u00e9g f\u00e9kk hj\u00e1 brj\u00f3stagjafar\u00e1\u00f0gjafanum hven\u00e6r hann drakk, \u00far hvoru brj\u00f3stinu og hve lengi hann var a\u00f0 drekka \u00ed einu. \u00c9g haf\u00f0i samband vi\u00f0 Gu\u00f0r\u00fanu sj\u00fakra\u00fej\u00e1lfara<\/a> og h\u00fan segjir m\u00e9r a\u00f0 koma til s\u00edn \u00fearna sama dag og vi\u00f0 skyldum sj\u00e1 hvort h\u00fan g\u00e6ti hj\u00e1lpa\u00f0 m\u00e9r eitthva\u00f0. Gu\u00f0r\u00fan prufar a\u00f0 nudda b\u00f3lguna og setja hlj\u00f3\u00f0bylgur \u00e1 sv\u00e6\u00f0i\u00f0 l\u00edka og segjir m\u00e9r a\u00f0 koma aftur n\u00e6sta dag. Um kv\u00f6ldi\u00f0 tek \u00e9g eftir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g er komin me\u00f0 bullandi hita og l\u00ed\u00f0ur v\u00e6gast sagt h\u00f6rmulega.<\/p>\n \u00c1 f\u00f6studagsmorgninum<\/strong> hef \u00e9g samband vi\u00f0 Gu\u00f0mund, heimilisl\u00e6kninn minn, l\u00fdsi \u00e1standinu \u00e1 m\u00e9r og hann sendir s\u00fdklalyf \u00ed ap\u00f3tek fyrir mig og segjir m\u00e9r a\u00f0 ef hitinn l\u00e6kki ekki um helgina \u00fe\u00e1 \u00e6tti \u00e9g a\u00f0 fara hiklaust upp \u00e1 kvennadeild LSH og l\u00e1ta l\u00edta \u00e1 mig. K\u00edki \u00ed sm\u00e1 t\u00edma til Gu\u00f0r\u00fanar sj\u00fakra\u00fej\u00e1lfara \u00fear sem vi\u00f0 endurt\u00f6kum pakkann fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed deginum \u00e1\u00f0ur, \u00fea\u00f0 eina sem kom \u00fat \u00far \u00feeim heims\u00f3knum var a\u00f0 b\u00f3lgan hja\u00f0na\u00f0i \u00ed sm\u00e1 t\u00edma en kom jafn skj\u00f3tt aftur. Seinna \u00feennan dag fer \u00e9g aftur a\u00f0 hitta brj\u00f3stagjafar\u00e1\u00f0gjafann og \u00fear tekur sama sagan vi\u00f0, h\u00fan nuddar brj\u00f3sti\u00f0, setur mig \u00ed mjaltarv\u00e9l og fylgist me\u00f0 Oliver… OG t\u00f6nglast \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed \u00feennan klukkut\u00edma sem \u00e9g er \u00fearna a\u00f0 \u00e9g l\u00edti n\u00fa alls ekki vel \u00fat (\u00e9g byrja\u00f0i vi\u00f0tali\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 l\u00e1ta hana vita a\u00f0 eg v\u00e6ri komin me\u00f0 h\u00e1an hita og a\u00f0 heimilisl\u00e6knirinn hafi sent s\u00fdklalyf \u00ed ap\u00f3tek fyrr um daginn<\/em>). \u00dea\u00f0 s\u00ed\u00f0asta sem h\u00fan segjir vi\u00f0 mig \u00e1\u00f0ur en vi\u00f0talinu l\u00fdkur er a\u00f0 h\u00fan hef\u00f0i n\u00fa eiginlega vilja\u00f0 f\u00e1 \u00f3mun af brj\u00f3stinu en \u00fea\u00f0 ver\u00f0i a\u00f0 hafa \u00fea\u00f0 og a\u00f0 \u00e9g liti n\u00fa virkilega illa \u00fat. A\u00f0 lokum sag\u00f0i h\u00fan a\u00f0 ef \u00feetta sk\u00e1na\u00f0i ekkert yfir helgina \u00fe\u00e1 \u00e6tti \u00e9g a\u00f0 hafa samband vi\u00f0 Hrei\u00f0ri\u00f0<\/a> sem v\u00e6ri me\u00f0 brj\u00f3stagjafavaktina \u00feennan m\u00e1nu\u00f0inn. \u00c9g fer heim me\u00f0 \u00feessi skilabo\u00f0 og einnig a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00e6tti a\u00f0 leggja drenginn l\u00e1gmark 13x \u00e1 brj\u00f3st \u00e1 s\u00f3larhring, fara vel me\u00f0 mig og n\u00e1 a\u00f0 hv\u00edla mig sem mest. \u00c9g veit ekki alveg hvernig \u00e9g \u00e1tti a\u00f0 n\u00e1 a\u00f0 fylgja \u00feessum fyrirm\u00e6lum me\u00f0 drenginn hangandi \u00e1 brj\u00f3stinu n\u00e1nast allan s\u00f3larhringinn.<\/p>\n \u00c1 laugardeginum<\/strong> heldur hitinn bara \u00e1fram a\u00f0 h\u00e6kka og \u00e9g ligg \u00ed h\u00e1lfger\u00f0u m\u00f3ki allan daginn. Mamma t\u00f3k str\u00e1kinn af m\u00e9r og skipa\u00f0i m\u00e9r a\u00f0 leggjast upp \u00ed r\u00fam og reyna a\u00f0 hv\u00edla mig. Sem m\u00e9r tekst me\u00f0 herkjum. \u00dea\u00f0 \u00fearf varla a\u00f0 taka \u00fea\u00f0 fram a\u00f0 Oliver f\u00f3r ekki 13x \u00e1 brj\u00f3st \u00feennan s\u00f3larhringinn.<\/p>\n \u00c1 sunnudeginum<\/strong> var \u00e9g b\u00fain a\u00f0 gefast upp. \u00c1 m\u00e1nudagsmorgni<\/strong> kemur annar l\u00e6knir (D\u00f6gg<\/em>) inn til \u00feess a\u00f0 l\u00edta \u00e1 mig og sko\u00f0a st\u00f6\u00f0una. H\u00fan \u00e1kve\u00f0ur me\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 sama a\u00f0 \u00feetta hafi ekki veri\u00f0 n\u00f3g sem Karl ger\u00f0i daginn \u00e1\u00f0ur og vill f\u00e1 a\u00f0 skera \u00ed b\u00e1\u00f0a s\u00fdktu mj\u00f3lkurgangana. \u00dear sem \u00e9g haf\u00f0i fengi\u00f0 morgunmat \u00fearna \u00fe\u00e1 dr\u00f3st t\u00edmasetningin fram eftir degi og \u00e9g f\u00f3r ekki \u00ed a\u00f0ger\u00f0ina fyrr en seinnipartinn, \u00fea\u00f0 \u00feurfa a\u00f0 l\u00ed\u00f0a 5-6 klst fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 ma\u00f0ur bor\u00f0a\u00f0i s\u00ed\u00f0ast \u00fear til ma\u00f0ur m\u00e1 fara \u00ed sv\u00e6fingu. \u00c1 \u00feri\u00f0judeginum<\/strong> kemur D\u00f6gg, sko\u00f0ar brj\u00f3sti\u00f0 og talar um a\u00f0 a\u00f0ger\u00f0in vir\u00f0ist hafa heppnast vel. Sem h\u00fan ger\u00f0i. Einnig segjir h\u00fan m\u00e9r ca hversu miki\u00f0 h\u00fan haf\u00f0i teki\u00f0 af greftri \u00fat \u00far st\u00f3ru afmynduninni (um 50-60ml). \u00c9g bendi henni \u00fe\u00e1 \u00e1 n\u00fdjan sta\u00f0 \u00fear sem mikill \u00feroti virtist vera kominn \u00ed og h\u00fan \u00e1kve\u00f0ur a\u00f0 halda m\u00e9r inni eina n\u00f3tt til vi\u00f0b\u00f3tar og enn me\u00f0 s\u00fdklalyf \u00ed \u00e6\u00f0.<\/p>\n \u00c1 mi\u00f0vikudagsmorgun<\/strong> kemur D\u00f6gg inn til m\u00edn aftur og \u00e1kve\u00f0ur a\u00f0 f\u00e1 anna\u00f0 \u00e1lit \u00e1 \u00feessari \u201cn\u00fdju\u201d b\u00f3lgu, h\u00fan f\u00e9kk kvk l\u00e6kni sem heitir \u00de\u00f3ra \u00e1samt \u201cbrj\u00f3staspes\u00edalista<\/em>\u201d sem heitir H\u00f6skuldur til \u00feess a\u00f0 meta brj\u00f3sti\u00f0. Allir eru samm\u00e1la um a\u00f0 skera aftur. H\u00f6skuldur s\u00e1 um a\u00f0ger\u00f0ina \u00ed \u00feetta sinn og D\u00f6gg a\u00f0sto\u00f0a\u00f0i. \u00cd \u00feessari a\u00f0ger\u00f0 var ger\u00f0ur ca 5 cm langur skur\u00f0ur og a\u00f0 m\u00e9r skilst um 100ml af greftri hreinsa\u00f0ir \u00fat. Enn ligg \u00e9g yfir n\u00f3tt me\u00f0 s\u00fdklalyf \u00ed \u00e6\u00f0.<\/p>\n \u00c1 fimmtudeginum<\/strong> f\u00e6 \u00e9g loksins a\u00f0 fara heim. \u00c9g f\u00e6 t\u00edma daglega n\u00e6stu 4 daga \u00ed umb\u00fa\u00f0askipti og mat \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed hvort a\u00f0 drenin \u00e6ttu a\u00f0 vera \u00e1fram e\u00f0a hvort \u00fea\u00f0 m\u00e6tti taka \u00feau. D\u00f6gg m\u00e6lir me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g \u00edhugi \u00fea\u00f0 alvarlega a\u00f0 \u00feurrka mig upp og h\u00e6tta me\u00f0 str\u00e1kinn \u00e1 brj\u00f3sti. H\u00fan b\u00e6tir \u00fev\u00ed vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 ef a\u00f0 \u00feetta myndi gerast 1x til vi\u00f0b\u00f3tar \u00fe\u00e1 myndi h\u00fan fara fram \u00e1 a\u00f0 \u00e9g myndi h\u00e6tta me\u00f0 hann \u00e1 brj\u00f3sti \u00fear sem \u00feetta v\u00e6ri \u00fe\u00e1 or\u00f0inn of mikill v\u00edtahringur og myndi a\u00f0 \u00f6llum l\u00edkindum ekki enda \u00fear.<\/p>\n Samviskusamlega m\u00e6ti \u00e9g daglega \u00ed umb\u00fa\u00f0askipti \u00e1 kvennadeildina og hvert dreni\u00f0 er fjarl\u00e6gt \u00e1 f\u00e6tur \u00f6\u00f0ru.<\/p>\n \u00c1 m\u00e1nudeginum<\/strong> \u00feegar \u00e9g m\u00e6ti \u00ed umb\u00fa\u00f0askipti hitti \u00e9g lj\u00f3sm\u00f3\u00f0ur sem er einnig menntu\u00f0 sem brj\u00f3stagjafar\u00e1\u00f0gjafi en starfar ekki sem sl\u00edkur. \u00deegar h\u00fan er a\u00f0 sko\u00f0a brj\u00f3sti\u00f0 finnur h\u00fan n\u00fdjan sta\u00f0 \u00fear sem h\u00fan telur a\u00f0 s\u00fdking s\u00e9 b\u00fainn a\u00f0 myndast og fer fram \u00e1 a\u00f0 \u00e9g ver\u00f0i send \u00ed \u00f3msko\u00f0un sem fyrst. \u00dearna er \u00e9g b\u00fain a\u00f0 losna vi\u00f0 drenin 3 sem sett voru upp \u00ed \u00feessum 2 a\u00f0ger\u00f0um sem \u00e9g f\u00f3r \u00ed vikunni \u00e1\u00f0ur.<\/p>\n \u00c1 \u00feri\u00f0judagsmorgni<\/strong> fer \u00e9g \u00ed \u00f3msko\u00f0un og kemur \u00ed lj\u00f3s a\u00f0 h\u00fan haf\u00f0i haft r\u00e9tt fyrir s\u00e9r me\u00f0 n\u00fdja sta\u00f0inn, einnig s\u00e9st a\u00f0 hluti af st\u00f3ra s\u00fdkta sv\u00e6\u00f0inu \u00far a\u00f0ger\u00f0 no 2 haf\u00f0i lokast af og \u00fear v\u00e6ri vottur af greftri. \u00deennan dag er D\u00f6gg ekki \u00e1 vakt \u00feannig a\u00f0 \u00e9g hitti n\u00fdjan l\u00e6kni sem heitir Valur. Valur og lj\u00f3sm\u00f3\u00f0irin sem fann n\u00fdja s\u00fdkingarsv\u00e6\u00f0i\u00f0 s\u00f6g\u00f0u \u201ca\u00f0 n\u00fa \u00fe\u00e6tti \u00feeim komi\u00f0 n\u00f3g og a\u00f0 \u00feau vildu a\u00f0 \u00e9g h\u00e6tti me\u00f0 str\u00e1kinn \u00e1 brj\u00f3sti<\/em>\u201d Einnig f\u00e9kk \u00e9g a\u00f0 heyra \u00feetta fr\u00e1 H\u00f6skuldi sem s\u00e1 l\u00edka um \u00feessa a\u00f0ger\u00f0, semsagt a\u00f0ger\u00f0 n\u00famer 3 komin \u00e1 bla\u00f0 og 3 l\u00e6knar auk brj\u00f3stagjafar\u00e1\u00f0gjafa b\u00fanir a\u00f0 m\u00e6la me\u00f0 \u00feurrkun.<\/p>\n \u00deetta var \u00ed fyrsta skipti sem \u00e9g brotna\u00f0i ni\u00f0ur, \u00e9g ger\u00f0i \u00fea\u00f0 reyndar ekki fyrr en r\u00e9tt \u00e1\u00f0ur en \u00e9g f\u00f3r \u00ed a\u00f0ger\u00f0ina… akk\u00farat \u00e1 me\u00f0an \u00e9g var a\u00f0 b\u00ed\u00f0a eftir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 komast inn \u00e1 skur\u00f0stofuna. \u00c1 \u00feeim t\u00edmapunkti \u00e1kva\u00f0 \u00e9g l\u00edka a\u00f0 \u00feetta v\u00e6ri eitthva\u00f0 sem \u00e9g g\u00e6ti ekki \u00ferj\u00f3skast me\u00f0 lengur… \u00e9g g\u00e6ti ekki gengi\u00f0 \u00ed gegnum n\u00e6stu m\u00e1nu\u00f0i me\u00f0 Oliver \u00e1 brj\u00f3sti og endalaust \u00e1 s\u00fdklalyfjum e\u00f0a me\u00f0 a\u00f0ger\u00f0ir yfirvofandi \u2013 \u00fea\u00f0 var n\u00f3g a\u00f0 \u00e9g v\u00e6ri komin me\u00f0 4 \u00f6r \u00e1 brj\u00f3sti\u00f0 eftir 3 a\u00f0ger\u00f0ir.<\/p>\n Eftir \u00feri\u00f0ju a\u00f0ger\u00f0ina hefur allt gengi\u00f0 \u00e1g\u00e6tlega, Oliver er \u00e1 soja \u00feurrmj\u00f3lk<\/a> \u00fear sem hann \u00feoldi ekki venjulega SMA<\/a> \u00feurrmj\u00f3lk og s\u00e1rin m\u00edn eru svotil or\u00f0in alveg gr\u00f3in \u00ed dag. \u00d6rin eru au\u00f0vita\u00f0 mis falleg en hva\u00f0 um \u00fea\u00f0. S\u00e1lartetri\u00f0 mitt er \u00fea\u00f0 sem skiptir \u00f6llu m\u00e1li og a\u00f0 samskipti okkar m\u00e6\u00f0ginana geti or\u00f0i\u00f0 almennileg \u00fer\u00e1tt fyrir a\u00f0 hann s\u00e9 ekki \u00e1 brj\u00f3sti.<\/p>\n \u00c9g er b\u00fain a\u00f0 fara 2x \u00ed \u00f3mun eftir a\u00f0ger\u00f0 n\u00famer 3 og \u00ed b\u00e6\u00f0i skiptin hafa fundist sv\u00e6\u00f0i \u00fear sem einhver v\u00f6kvi (ekki gr\u00f6ftur<\/em>) er tilsta\u00f0ar \u00e1n\u00feess a\u00f0 eitthva\u00f0 hafi veri\u00f0 gert \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed. \u00c9g \u00e1 a\u00f0 fara \u00ed \u00f3mun nr 4 \u00ed haust. \u00deau sem hafa s\u00e9\u00f0 um mitt m\u00e1l \u00e1 LSH vilja meina a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 \u201ctilfelli\u201d<\/em>, einnig a\u00f0 \u00feetta vesen s\u00e9 langt fr\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 vera e\u00f0lilegt. \u00deau vilja meina a\u00f0 ein, kannski m\u00f6gulega tv\u00e6r s\u00fdkingar s\u00e9u e\u00f0lilegar en 5 eru langt \u00fea\u00f0an. \u00c1st\u00e6\u00f0an fyrir n\u00e6stu \u00f3mun er s\u00fa a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 \u00e1 a\u00f0 kanna hvort \u00fea\u00f0 hafi eitthva\u00f0 veri\u00f0 tilsta\u00f0ar \u00ed brj\u00f3stinu sem olli \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g var m\u00f3tt\u00e6kilegri fyrir \u00feessum s\u00fdkingum en ella. Eitthva\u00f0 sem ekki er h\u00e6gt a\u00f0 greina n\u00fana fyrir b\u00f3lgum \u00ed brj\u00f3stinu sem eru eftirst\u00f6\u00f0var a\u00f0ger\u00f0anna.<\/p>\n \u00c9g er ekki s\u00e1tt vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 hafa lent \u00ed \u00feessu, enda v\u00e6ri \u00fea\u00f0 ekki e\u00f0lilegt. \u00c9g er ekki heldur s\u00e1tt vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 hafi ekki veri\u00f0 gripi\u00f0 inn \u00ed fyrr… s\u00e9rstaklega \u00fear sem \u00fea\u00f0 hef\u00f0i veri\u00f0 h\u00e6gt 5 d\u00f6gum fyrr!<\/p>\n \u00c9g veit a\u00f0 \u00e9g m\u00e1 brotna, \u00e9g m\u00e1 vera \u00f3s\u00e1tt, \u00fea\u00f0 er allt partur \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed ferli a\u00f0 komast yfir svona \u00e1fall. \u00deetta er j\u00fa \u00e1fall a\u00f0 \u00feurfa a\u00f0 fara \u00ed 3 a\u00f0ger\u00f0ir \u00e1 10 d\u00f6gum, 3 sv\u00e6fingar eru ekki au\u00f0veldar fyrir l\u00edkamann.<\/p>\n \u00c9g elska son minn meira en allt, vil honum allt \u00fea\u00f0 besta sem \u00e9g get veitt honum, \u00e9g geri m\u00e9r grein fyrir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 samkv\u00e6mt \u00f6llu hef\u00f0i \u00fea\u00f0 veri\u00f0 brj\u00f3stamj\u00f3lkin en til \u00feess a\u00f0 geta veitt honum hana \u00fe\u00e1 hef\u00f0i \u00e9g \u00feurft a\u00f0 vera heil heilsu og \u00fea\u00f0 var ekki a\u00f0 fara a\u00f0 gerast. Brj\u00f3stagjafafasistar<\/em> hafa haldi\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed fram a\u00f0 \u00e9g hef\u00f0i geta\u00f0 veri\u00f0 \u201ceinbrj\u00f3sta\u201d en hva\u00f0 ef sagan hef\u00f0i einfaldlega teki\u00f0 sig upp \u00fear? \u00c1tti \u00e9g a\u00f0 ganga \u00ed gegnum sama pakkann me\u00f0 hitt brj\u00f3sti\u00f0? Nei takk, hef ekki \u00e1huga.<\/p>\n \u00c9g hef reynt mitt besta a\u00f0 horfa \u00e1 bj\u00f6rtu hli\u00f0arnar \u00ed sambandi vi\u00f0 \u00feetta allt saman. Leifur getur tengst Oliver \u00e1 n\u00fdjan m\u00e1ta me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 gefa honum pela. Oliver er ekki eing\u00f6ngu upp \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 kominn a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 \u00e1 sta\u00f0num til \u00feess a\u00f0 gefa honum a\u00f0 drekka. \u00c9g hef meiri m\u00f6guleika \u00e1 a\u00f0 gera hluti sem mig langar til, er frj\u00e1lsari. \u00c9g f\u00e9kk \u00fe\u00f3 5 vikur.<\/p>\n Bj\u00f6rtu hli\u00f0arnar eru bara ekki alltaf n\u00f3g… \u00feetta er erfitt \u00e1 svo margan h\u00e1tt og \u00fea\u00f0 eru ekki margir sem geta sagt a\u00f0 \u00feeir skilji mig og virkilega geta \u00fea\u00f0. M\u00e9r finnst \u00e9g \u00e1 vissan h\u00e1tt vera svo ein \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 vera \u00fea\u00f0. \u00c9g \u00e1 g\u00f3\u00f0a a\u00f0 sem sty\u00f0ja fast vi\u00f0 baki\u00f0 \u00e1 m\u00e9r. Leifur er \u00fear fremstur \u00ed flokki.<\/p>\n \u00c9g er ekki a\u00f0 falla ni\u00f0ur \u00ed \u00feunglyndi \u00fat af \u00feessu, \u00fea\u00f0 eru bara margar tilfinningar sem eru a\u00f0 brj\u00f3tast um og \u00fea\u00f0 hj\u00e1lpar ekki \u00feegar horm\u00f3nafl\u00e6\u00f0i\u00f0 er ekki komi\u00f0 \u00ed jafnv\u00e6gi eftir me\u00f0g\u00f6nguna og f\u00e6\u00f0inguna. \u00c9g hef tala\u00f0 vi\u00f0 faga\u00f0ila \u00e1 sp\u00edtalanum og hef fullan a\u00f0gang a\u00f0 \u00feeim \u00feegar og ef m\u00e9r finnst \u00e9g \u00feurfa \u00e1 \u00feeirra a\u00f0sto\u00f0 a\u00f0 halda. \u00cd dag er \u00e9g mj\u00f6g s\u00e1tt vi\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 teymi sem s\u00e9r um mig og m\u00edn m\u00e1l \u00fe\u00f3tt \u00e9g hafi veri\u00f0 h\u00e1lf s\u00far \u00fat \u00ed brj\u00f3stagjafar\u00e1\u00f0gjafann fyrstu vikurnar, hinsvegar hafa l\u00e6knarnir allir veri\u00f0 yndislegir og virkilega l\u00e1ti\u00f0 mig finna a\u00f0 \u00e9g skipti m\u00e1li og m\u00edn l\u00ed\u00f0an skiptir m\u00e1li, engin f\u00e6ribandavinna \u00fear \u00e1 b\u00e6.<\/p>\n \u00dea\u00f0 er \u00f3tr\u00falegt hva\u00f0 svona pistill getur l\u00e9tt \u00e1 manni og gert manni gott.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u00c9g er b\u00fain a\u00f0 vera a\u00f0 hugsa heilmiki\u00f0 \u00fat \u00ed \u00fea\u00f0 sem gengi\u00f0 hefur \u00e1 s\u00ed\u00f0asta r\u00fama m\u00e1nu\u00f0inn hj\u00e1 m\u00e9r… \u00fe\u00e1 meina \u00e9g heilsufarslega. \u00c9g er b\u00fain a\u00f0 f\u00e1 a\u00f0 heyra endalaust um \u00fea\u00f0 hversu dugleg \u00e9g s\u00e9 og a\u00f0 f\u00f3lk s\u00e9 stolt af m\u00e9r fyrir a\u00f0 taka \u00feessum pakka me\u00f0 svona miklu jafna\u00f0arge\u00f0i… \u00e9g…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,36],"tags":[453,454],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kjanaprik.is\/dagbok\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2750"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kjanaprik.is\/dagbok\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kjanaprik.is\/dagbok\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kjanaprik.is\/dagbok\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kjanaprik.is\/dagbok\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2750"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.kjanaprik.is\/dagbok\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2750\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3397,"href":"https:\/\/www.kjanaprik.is\/dagbok\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2750\/revisions\/3397"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kjanaprik.is\/dagbok\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2750"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kjanaprik.is\/dagbok\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2750"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kjanaprik.is\/dagbok\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2750"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nHitinn\u00a0var\u00a0ekkert\u00a0a\u00f0\u00a0l\u00e6kka\u00a0og\u00a0brj\u00f3sti\u00f0\u00a0leit\u00a0verr\u00a0\u00fat\u00a0ef\u00a0eitthva\u00f0\u00a0var. Haf\u00f0i samband vi\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e6r \u00e1 Hrei\u00f0rinu og m\u00e9r er sagt a\u00f0 koma uppeftir fyrr en s\u00ed\u00f0ar. \u00deessa 2 daga sem \u00e9g var \u00fe\u00e1 b\u00fain a\u00f0 vera \u00e1 s\u00fdklalyfjum haf\u00f0i brj\u00f3sti\u00f0 \u00ed raun og veru ekkert breyst, liturinn s\u00e1 sami, fyrirfer\u00f0in s\u00fa sama og ef eitthva\u00f0 var \u00fe\u00e1 haf\u00f0i \u00feetta bara st\u00e6kka\u00f0. Um lei\u00f0 og lj\u00f3sm\u00f3\u00f0irin sem t\u00f3k \u00e1 m\u00f3ti m\u00e9r s\u00e1 brj\u00f3sti\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1 s\u00e1 \u00e9g strax a\u00f0 henni leist ekkert \u00e1 \u00feetta \u00fer\u00e1tt fyrir a\u00f0 h\u00fan hafi gert sitt besta til \u00feess a\u00f0 leyna \u00fev\u00ed. Eftir sm\u00e1 vi\u00f0tal sag\u00f0ist h\u00fan \u00e6tla a\u00f0 skreppa a\u00f0eins fram, stuttu s\u00ed\u00f0ar kemur h\u00fan aftur og er \u00fe\u00e1 me\u00f0 l\u00e6kni me\u00f0 s\u00e9r (Karl \u00d3<\/em>), hann l\u00edtur a\u00f0eins einu sinni \u00e1 brj\u00f3sti\u00f0 \u00e1 m\u00e9r og segjir strax a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9 greinilegur gr\u00f6ftur \u00ed \u00feessu og \u00e9g eigi a\u00f0 leggjast inn strax<\/strong>!
\nHann vildi prufa a\u00f0 stinga \u00e1 b\u00f3lguna og reyna a\u00f0 draga gr\u00f6ftinn \u00fat \u00feannig pl\u00fas setja mig \u00e1 s\u00fdklalyf \u00ed \u00e6\u00f0 og halda m\u00e9r inni amk til morguns. Hann stakk \u00e1 b\u00f3lgunni og \u00fat kom slatta af greftri. Hann stakk reyndar \u00e1 2 st\u00f6\u00f0um \u00fear sem \u00e1 \u00feessum t\u00edma haf\u00f0i \u00f6nnur b\u00f3lga fundist sem var \u00fe\u00f3 mun minni en hin.<\/p>\n
\nSemsagt m\u00e1nudaginn 28.ma\u00ed fer \u00e9g \u00ed fyrstu a\u00f0ger\u00f0ina. \u00deetta var annsi nett og \u00ed raun bara 2 x 1cm mj\u00f6g penir skur\u00f0ir \u00e1 brj\u00f3stinu, e\u00f0a \u00feeir eru \u00fea\u00f0 \u00ed dag \u2013 \u00fearna voru \u00feeir me\u00f0 latex sl\u00f6ngum \u00fat sem kallast dren og \u00e1ttu a\u00f0 koma \u00ed veg fyrir a\u00f0 s\u00e1ri\u00f0 loka\u00f0ist of snemma.<\/p>\n